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Thursday, April 11, 2013

POETRY SANS ONIONS: MY TRANNSEXUAL MORMON EXPERIENCE, Part 2 of 4, with Commentary and Update.







Life is moving incredibly fast these past few weeks. My dear friend is posting some of my latest "Life Events" from Facebook in her wonderful blog, Poetry San Onions, which I hope you will join and follow. I posted the link below, and I hope you will check out part 2 of my Easter Holiday Events.

Last week was my Church's Semi Annual World Conference, so I started a new tradition of attending other Churches on those days. I took up the offer of a friend I made while working on the campaign for President Barack Obama, on the Akron Strike Team. She attends the Akron Unitarian Universalist Church. She was delighted to follow through and take me. I have to say it was one of the single most memorable Church experiences I have ever had, not least of importance was that it was the first time attending Church as myself. I will blog about that day later. I also posted a "Life Event" for that experience and copied it as a status.

I have been hard at work trying to organize my basement, which I will be abandoning in about 3 short weeks forever. My days of only being myself when I'm in a hole, six feet under, are numbered, and the Final Countdown has begun. When I emerge, walk out that door, and board that bus, it will be as me, forever and always. No one will know me as "Bob". I will be free to be me. I will be the same person, sans the guileful fake human being. All the same experiences, all the same relationships....still a Father, still a ex-Husband, still a Soldier, still a former Brother, now a Sister, still a Priesthood holder, still a planter and steward of a 40 acre Forest (mailed back my Eagle Award, but proud of what I accomplished), still a Hockey Player and sports fan, still a lifelong Democrat and Political Campaigner, Organizer and Activist, still a lifelong member of NOW, and still a Board member on community boards.

I look forward to being everything I know I can be. I feel my life has yet to even really fully begin, having been permanently inhibited from fully blossoming...like killer frosts every Spring denying the beautiful flower from ever reaching her full potential. NOT THIS YEAR. This is really happening. There was no killer inhibiting frost this year. I am not snow bound. I am not stuck in ice. But even if I were....I would man-haul my transition sledge for as many miles as it took to do what I am doing. I have left my "Elephant Island", I have made it to my "South Georgia Island" crossed the mountain range and to the Whaling Station. I am on my way back to all those I left behind, so that I could become who I truly am. My Crew, My Cadre, My Family, I will be returning to you, I will be meeting you all in a matter of weeks. It will be a true beginning, it will be amazing, it will be Glorious....to meet each and every one of you. I love all of you so much, and I will not lose one of you.....FOR IT IS YOU, WHO HAVE RESCUED ME.

Click this link and read more about my latest experience:

http://feedproxy.google.com/~r/PoetrySansOnions/~3/3S_ROkNtVxM/my-transsexual-mormon-experience-easter.html?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=email

3 comments:

  1. Leah, you sound a lot happier now. I hope that everything works out with your transition so that your joy only increases : )

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    1. Thank you so much, Danielle. Thank you for joining my blog and following me. I would be happy to be your friend on facebook. Yes, I am happy. I kinow this is going to me a wonderful and glorious year. 13 is my lucky number, I was born on May 13, this is 2013, and also my 50th birthday. I came out to my wife on New Years Eve, so that I would have no guile at all this whole year. It's going to be wonderful, not having to become "Bob" just to live in my hidey-hole basement.

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    2. props for the shakleton reference :) i just heard about your situation out in my ol stake in beaverton, and i hope things work out for you 100% i eft the church and i have nothing but love in my heart for LQBTQ peeps and members who choose to stay with the church. the portland area is one i found to be very full of carrying supportive people, although i say that as a straight ally who probly doest go through many of the problems you might face. know there are people out there cheering for you. you can make it to that whaling station and when you do, the others will be rescued :)

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